Cournstah

Im young and i don't know what i want or who i like but i'm happy and i would never waste that perfect happiness holding a grudge or trying to be someone i'm not. sometimes you just have to let go of what you can't change. there are more important things in life. I never dreamed of or had any desire to live in Hawaii, but I feel blessed to be here now. there's nothing more amazing than that feeling in the water when you just forget about everything and live in the moment. my whole life i've watched people come and go, i can't really tell you what it feels like but i had to believe that something good would come out of it. Its made my relationship with Him stronger. You may not think i'm the gospel type, i love to have a good time but in the end i pray that my stupid decisions wont fuck up my future. The hardest thing is to hear your parents say what a good kid you are when youve done everything wrong. We still repeat the same mistakes and it will take a couple times before you really reflect back on who you are and what you stand for. I still havent figured it all out but i believe in second chances. I don't judge people by their past, not saying i'm not careful but show that person some love can change their life. who cares what everyone will think, "don't get caught up in appearance, you the one you gotta live with."